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Justfansxxx

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Year of 2013

New Problem.. New Resolution...

Anyway I'm back again... (dunno if people read this but who cares....)

I see lot of tutorial popping around in DA, You Tube, and perhaps Pixiv, but not many that I can say something born from that aside of comment,"Nice Job!!" or something like that. Sure there are people who love to gather all those guide and put it in one nice folder in the computer and then POOFFF forgotten (like me), while some of them follow the guide like some sort of bible of drawing of some sort, both are not necessarily wrong, and both are not true.

I realize myself that drawing is born from crazy idea of Mind, then signalling it to hand and transfer it to canvas (manually or digitally). With the guide that popping here and there in Internet, I like some sort of crazy bullhorn follow the guide like damn fool but not realizing the essence of the guide itself. Sometimes I just not drawing and feel that my drawing will not be rusty, but it's not. I must improve day by day or I will be plain or worst my hand. I trained and finally (even it just little) grasped concept of my drawing style.

The road to became master is harsh, deep, and full of something that can crush your motivation of drawing (People with same age or even below can draw better than you). But I will continue so I can someday stand as equal of people that respected in drawing.

What I draw, i try at least to make something I like but something new, something that people didn't recognize and think,"It may works..." I wanted to make that kind of drawing. So i will train myself so in future my drawing can be remembered by people.

In future perhaps I wanted to draw this :

My favorite idol Sae Miyazawa, Sayaka Akimoto, and Mariko Shinoda from AKB 48 since they are my favorite idol

Cross over of NYPD Officer Aya Brea and John Mclane (they are both from New York so it's possible eh??)

Drawing Agent 47 with somebody from another series

Tony Stark with his suit

Jormungand Character crossover with of Call Of Duty Character (yeah I admit I am fanboy...)

I will update my journal once a month to check my progress, and if any of you have a request don't hesitate to asked, we will work something out...
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By the way, i'm open store for request, currently i have 1 slot for anyone interested for...


Anime picture of any character or OC, with condition:

No H or Stuff (Echi stuff or semi still allowed but no Nude  hahaha)

No Complicated background (Can be Negotiated hahaha)

Interested??? send me a note...
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Killing Time

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So After i while, i decided to update my good for nothing journal with good for nothing rubbish talks. Been busy in college prep the Thesis. Now i just wanna start drawing until i said stop...

By the way i recommend song from

Straightener - From Noon till Dawn
The Ricecookers - Nami no Yukusaki
Mami Kawada - Borderland

Ciaosu!! and happy listening!!!
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Yuko (Y) and Alice (A) : WELCOME TO Y AND A CORNER!!!!!

Y : My name is Yuko. YOROSHIKU!!!!

A : Alice...

Y : Wait a sec!!! Alice! More enthusiast please!! This is our first corner you know??? First impression is Important.

A : This is how I usually talk..

Y : NO!!! It must be like this... Ehem.. HELLO EVERYONE I'M CUTE GIRL ALICE NICE TO MEET U!!!

A : (Sitting in corner reading Manga)

Y : MUKATSUKU!!!!!!!!! ALICE!!!!

A : Shut up, you annoyed the people...

Y : That's my Line!!!!

A : Ah.. time's up.. well Everyone that's from Y and A

Y:  Wait... Sonna..... Alice Omae!!! Bukkorossu!!!!!
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This is first time i do long post, if u don't feel read it just get the hell out!!

The first encounter i with Drawing, it's from 13 Years Ago, when i'm still 7. My very first comic (or manga in this case) is Dragon Ball. From there, i had some feeling that somehow i find something from it. Then it continue to junior high school when i'm meet with my friend with exceptional drawing skill. Both of us begin to draw our very first comic based on story of 3 kingdom. Compared to him my drawing is complete crap, maybe that's the reason this project is stop but i'm not dissapointed yet.

Moving on to high School, again i meet another person with exceptional drawing skill to top it of that person is female, and beautiful in some way (both her appearance and drawing not mean to be racist though). Her style exceptionally good, wayyy too gooddd!! And again when i compare her drawing with mine, well like dinosaur dung and sky, my drawing is complete crap! But i never give up, i keep drawing, playing game, and drawing.

Now i'm 20 years old, still love drawing, and i had burning passion for anything like Manga, West Comic, Anime, Action Movie and Game. Do am i otaku?? I Don't give a care!! But what i do want to say is my life itself! My dream is i want to be ILLUSTRATOR! Be it manga, West Comic, or Game. But day by day this dream keep fading away. My Parent told me i'm like a child, they said i not to throw that stuff! They give me supplement that i don't even want at first place, they told me that will help me in the future.

Somehow i feel really confuse, don't wanna make bad my dad and mom but I had a dream. I read comic from Shimamoto Kazuhiko, and he is my favorite mangaka, he make comic with passion like burning fire! I Want to be like him, had Passion!! I WANT TO BE LIKE SHIMAMOTO-SENSEI!! but why everything i do is complete hopeless while each time i gradually keep further away from my dream, I DON'T WANT TO BE COMPANY WORKER, SALARY MAN, MANAGER, or Any JOB IN THAT LINE! I WANT TO BE GOD DAMN ILLUSTRATOR!!!!

MOST people probably will laugh, saying that i'm too childish, and my parent when see this will feel ashamed, but once again i want to have passionate job, and only passionate job i can find is be a god damn Illustrator. Thanks for hearing my bitching!
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