Year of 2013

New Problem.. New Resolution...

Anyway I'm back again... (dunno if people read this but who cares....)

I see lot of tutorial popping around in DA, You Tube, and perhaps Pixiv, but not many that I can say something born from that aside of comment,"Nice Job!!" or something like that. Sure there are people who love to gather all those guide and put it in one nice folder in the computer and then POOFFF forgotten (like me), while some of them follow the guide like some sort of bible of drawing of some sort, both are not necessarily wrong, and both are not true.

I realize myself that drawing is born from crazy idea of Mind, then signalling it to hand and transfer it to canvas (manually or digitally). With the guide that popping here and there in Internet, I like some sort of crazy bullhorn follow the guide like damn fool but not realizing the essence of the guide itself. Sometimes I just not drawing and feel that my drawing will not be rusty, but it's not. I must improve day by day or I will be plain or worst my hand. I trained and finally (even it just little) grasped concept of my drawing style.

The road to became master is harsh, deep, and full of something that can crush your motivation of drawing (People with same age or even below can draw better than you). But I will continue so I can someday stand as equal of people that respected in drawing.

What I draw, i try at least to make something I like but something new, something that people didn't recognize and think,"It may works..." I wanted to make that kind of drawing. So i will train myself so in future my drawing can be remembered by people.

In future perhaps I wanted to draw this :

My favorite idol Sae Miyazawa, Sayaka Akimoto, and Mariko Shinoda from AKB 48 since they are my favorite idol

Cross over of NYPD Officer Aya Brea and John Mclane (they are both from New York so it's possible eh??)

Drawing Agent 47 with somebody from another series

Tony Stark with his suit

Jormungand Character crossover with of Call Of Duty Character (yeah I admit I am fanboy...)

I will update my journal once a month to check my progress, and if any of you have a request don't hesitate to asked, we will work something out...